I wont apologise for who I am, and the way sometimes I act.
I wear my heart on my sleeve and say things that I know you don’t want to hear, but it’s how I am. If I feel it I say it whether it needs to be said or not.
I told you how I feel and you chose to ignore it and pretend it wasn’t said – and that is fine, it doesn’t mean I will switch it off or keep holding on to any hope that you will one day change your mind and see me for who I am, what I could be, and how good things could be between us.
Yet I am still chasing hard, doggedly persistent because I know what i feel is true – as crazy that may be to you.
Yes I’m brash, annoying, needy, overwhelming at times and all manner of things but that is who I am and the good far outweighs the bad.
I can see you for who you are, beyond the exterior and into the person inside, and I like it!
There is something about you that I just cant walk away from, no matter how hard I have tried.
No matter how much I push you away you are still there…
So take me as I am, fault and all because the reward is you being treated like a queen. Fine I cannot offer you materialistic things, I have no money and no job, but what I can offer is arms to hold you, shoulders for you to cry on, hands to wipe away your tears, and a heart that’s longing for you.
Friendship, respect and love cost nothing but mean so much more than anything money can buy.
So yes, I may drive you mad but think about why…
Why don’t I just walk away when you so clearly state you don’t want what I can offer?
Because I can’t that’s why!
I wont apologise whatsoever for being me and I never will.
Take me as I am, the whole package, the good the bad and the ugly… It will be the best decision you ever make…
If you know anything about me it is that I never give up…
And one day you WILL see the potential in me..