Its Ironic

But when I feel so good I have no one here to share it with.

After so long in the doldrums and wanting to just hide away, that now, when I want to get out and about and socialise again that I am sitting here on a Friday night with nobody here but me and my loneliness.

Now I sit here desperate for the chance to be sitting in the pub with great company and conversation but I don’t even have enough money for a quick half of lager or even a coke.

This is not even about depression but about being alone. Hell I have Vodka, Jack Daniels and other stuff here to drink if I wanted to but its the company I want more than the alcohol…

MUST. STAY. STRONG.